Post by renesmee cullen on Mar 21, 2010 20:20:45 GMT -5
I'VE GONE FOR TOO LONG
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TODAY IS SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 19th ...
i don't like it here. this city. it's just not, it's not where we are supposed to be. i mean i understand we had to leave and everything but. i just don't like being here. i feel as if it has changed everything. we have all changed. i don't know if i like change. i miss the way things used to be. i get the feeling i am not the only one. i know my dad and mom feel similarly. and i know jacob misses home. it's not hard to figure out.
that's another thing. jacob. he has been acting strange. i don't know what it is. he hasn't been home a lot either. and now it's to the point where we are fighting almost all the time. over stupid, little things. i don't know why. it's pointless really. i just wish things would go back to normal. i don't know what i would do with out him. he means everything to me now. he is my entire world. if he wasn't in it, i don't know where i would be. i just know it wouldn't be a good place.
gosh! i just wish i had someone to talk to. it's killing me to keep everything all bottled up all the time. i know it's not healthy either and grandpa carlisle is the only one starting to catch on that i am not completely myself anymore. no one else seems to notice. i don't know what to do....
i don't like it here. this city. it's just not, it's not where we are supposed to be. i mean i understand we had to leave and everything but. i just don't like being here. i feel as if it has changed everything. we have all changed. i don't know if i like change. i miss the way things used to be. i get the feeling i am not the only one. i know my dad and mom feel similarly. and i know jacob misses home. it's not hard to figure out.
that's another thing. jacob. he has been acting strange. i don't know what it is. he hasn't been home a lot either. and now it's to the point where we are fighting almost all the time. over stupid, little things. i don't know why. it's pointless really. i just wish things would go back to normal. i don't know what i would do with out him. he means everything to me now. he is my entire world. if he wasn't in it, i don't know where i would be. i just know it wouldn't be a good place.
gosh! i just wish i had someone to talk to. it's killing me to keep everything all bottled up all the time. i know it's not healthy either and grandpa carlisle is the only one starting to catch on that i am not completely myself anymore. no one else seems to notice. i don't know what to do....
♥••••••••••xoxo, RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN [/right]
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